I was chatting with my sister via Yahoo! Messenger. . .
And we were just talking about various things.
Then we were talking about Dad. The 25th anniversary of his death was this past Monday. . . And she asked me if I remembered the night he died.
I responded with a yes. I was thinking about all the things I have shared here about that night.
She asked if I kept a journal.
I was hesitant. Because I don't in the respect that I have a book in which I write my thoughts and feelings.
I told her no.
And then changed it to "But I do have a blog and have shared some things on there."
We talked a little more and then I decided to share a post with her.
This is big for me people. I have kept this space here to myself since I started it.
No one outside of Randall and Kaylee know about this space.
And I shared it with my sister.
Told her that I wanted her to look around.
Read my stories.
See me.
Hi sissy.
I want you to know that you will find some links that will take you to a blank page. That is because I took the post down, a few months ago, as I didn't feel they should be displayed any longer.
Nothing against anyone. No bad words have been spoken. I just didn't want them to be "out there" any longer.
There are stories here that will probably surprise you. Things that I did as a teenager that no one knew about. . .
But I want you to know. These stories are me. My thoughts. My feelings. Me.
I want to list some posts out for you. . . I hope that's OK.
- No Contact
- Unexpected Lessons
- There is Me
- Holding on to Hope
- Shadows from the Past
- Taking a Stand
- Beyond the Cracks
And a couple of funnies:
There is more here. Just take your time and look around. . .
If you want to that is.
Thanks for taking a little time to see me.
Love you.
Me.
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Isisrose · 641 weeks ago
Thank you so much for allowing me to see you! It's so nice to meet you. I have been slowly reading thru and have been amazed, shocked, saddened, tickled and not neccessarily in that order! I want to tell you that I am proud of the woman you have become and have always wanted us to be close. You are a beautiful soul, your inner and outer beauty shine thru on these pages! I hope you will allow the words here to give you strenth when you need it to, find positves when all seems negative, and believe that you are loved no matter what and It's never too late to follow your dreams! Love ya,
Carmen