Ponderings of a Middle-Aged Mom: Stabby Nights and Better Days

I did not sleep well last night.

Insomnia wrapped it fingers around my brain and held it with a vice-like grip.

I had a bad day yesterday.

Nothing earth shattering.

Just a lot of things that didn't go the way I wanted them to.

I hate having plans and then something happens and blows those plans out of the water.

Pisses me off every single time.

So then I am left to stew in my pissed off juices.

Which isn't a good thing. It doesn't even sound good.

Being pissed off just gets me to thinking about the shit that I try to deal with on a daily basis. Which pisses me off even more.

It makes me stabby.

And I don't like being stabby.

I took a nap after taking Kaylee to school this morning. I woke up in a decent mood. And I will try to keep this good mood for the rest of the day.

I will try to leave the stabby feelings behind.

I will strive to be in a good mood. NO MATTER WHAT.

I will go outside and enjoy the weather.

I will attempt to make lemonade out of the lemons life keeps handing me.

As long as they are pink.

Because pink lemonade is my favorite.

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Oka · 723 weeks ago

FIRST!!!! he he

I am trying to keep these days at bay, they only make things worse (never better).

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Stasha 77p · 723 weeks ago

Yay for getting firsties!

There seem to be more stabby days than other days.

I guess I just need to remain positive.

Kris · 723 weeks ago

Or you could just stab someone.

Release a little pent-up hostility.

You would feel much better.

What?

I would feel better until I got to the holding cell.

I really don't want to be another woman's bitch.

Hee hee!

@PhasesofMe · 723 weeks ago

This whole feeling stabby thing is kinda catchy lol!

Seriously though, sorry you had a bad day. Hope you manage to stay positive!

Most of the time I am positive.

There are just times when I am overwhelmed.

And in those times? I become stabby.

Today has been a MUCH better day!

:)

RussellisNLQ 72p · 723 weeks ago

Stabby days seem to be contagious, maybe it has just been in the freaking water this week. Maybe it is that we are confused by that weird yellow round ball in the sky.
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