Bad shit has been happening and I just need to take a minute to get it all off of my chest. . .
SO, if it doesn't make sense? I am sorry. But not really. Because I am pissed and irritated and just need to vent and bitch.
So maybe just pass on this post and come back tomorrow when I share some randomness with you.
Or go ahead and read.
Either way is fine with me.
I am tired of, what I lovingly call, our Piece of Shit Car.
That is, our fucking '85 Maroon Mazda 626.
The radiator is fucked. Which causes the fucker to overheat. Which means that we have to do this more often than not:
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| We carry 4 gallons of water with us at all times. |
Yeah.
Fucking awesome. Right?
We need a 'new to us' car, STAT!
Next on my list:
I think we will be moving soon.
We are currently in an odd situation with our landlord.
And it is apparent that he wants us the fuck up out of this house.
So we are looking for a new house.
Which isn't easy in the dead of winter.
I am fearful that we will end up homeless. Which kinda sorta happened once already not too long after we first moved out here. . . And ended up with five motherfucking people sharing a motel room (with a kitchenette and 3 beds) for just over a fucking year.
Yeah. Another story for another time.
Fucking Awesome. Right?
I have also had approximately 5 hours of sleep in the last two days.
Why?
Because I am stressed out and worried.
Who needs sleep when you can lay there and stare at the ceiling, in the dark and wonder what great shit the next day will hold for you?
I thought that 2012 was going to be different.
So far? It has started out WORSE than 2011 did. By far.
So I am over it.
I try to roll with the punches.
But when every single punch is in the stomach? It starts to get hard.
So, fuck you very much 2012. I am over you already.
Let's move on to 2013, shall we?
