That in a matter of seconds I can find that one paper you need. Or that hair clip you want. Or your birth certificate or shot records.
But as I glance around at the clutter on my desk, I sadly realize that I am not as organized as I think I am.
It may qualify more as organized chaos.
An outsider looking in would see stacks of papers, pill bottles, band-aids, ointments and various other things.
Clutter to anyone who isn't me.
What I see? Important paperwork that I can get to at a moments notice. Pills that Randall, Kaylee and I need to take. Band-aids and boo-boo creams for those bumps and bruises that happen.
I see life.
I see the things that make me happy. I see the things that keep me going. I see the things that I use on an almost daily basis.
While it is unorganized it is unorganized in a way that is organized to me.
There are some things that need to be changed so that others can find things.
For now? I will keep it like it is.