But the old insomnia bug has bit me in the ass once again.
I know why I can't sleep.
I am worried and stressed.
Worried about Randall and stressed about everything in between.
He has made it out of the hospital for a week this time. I hope he STAYS out. I hate when he is in the hospital because it leaves me here alone with his parents. Don't take me wrong. We get along OK but there are times when there is tension so thick you could cut it with a knife. Those are the moments that I hide in my room. Those are also usually the moments when we are close to being broke.
I have been entering giveaways like a mad woman in hopes of winning things to help with Christmas shopping. I know it's 3 months away BUT if I don't start now, I may not be able to get anyone ANYTHING!
Kaylee is growing up so quickly. Where did my baby go? Not only is she doing safety patrol at school she also signed up for the after school program... That starts mid October. She will be staying at school until 4:30pm! When did she grow up and not want to spend all her time at home??? Actually I'm glad she wanted to sign up. She needs the extra curricular activities and something to take her mind off her Daddy being so sick.
Speaking of October (I did too! Very briefly up there^^), Can you believe HALLOWEEN is coming up? No clue what Kaylee will be this year. I've entered a couple of Halloween costume giveaways, so maybe I'll win that and get her a kick-ass costume! Keep my fingers crossed for that anyway!
By the way... October is breast cancer awareness month. So ALL month (maybe longer) I will have that nifty lil button at the top of my sidebar from The Breast Cancer Site. Could you, would you, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, click it ONCE daily and sponsors will pay for mammograms to go to women in need! All you have to do is click... Quick and painless! And you will be helping so many women! I have two aunts who fought and SURVIVED breast cancer, so this is something near and dear to my heart. I would greatly appreciate it if you would help out!
I don't think I have anything else to babble on about. Well I do, but it would do no good to spill it here. I don't want to cloud bloggy land with my doom and gloom!
I think I will try to go to sleep. I will probably end up reading. Gave up on Eat, Pray, Love. That book sucked butt! I'm now reading Under The Dome by Stephen King. Interesting so far but I have always had a place in my heart for the weird things he can write about!
Hope you have a happy Thursday!