Randall has been in the hospital since Thursday. Nothing different, just a flare up of gastroparesis. He had to go to the ER THREE times before he was admitted. We tried to get him in before it got bad, but the ER docs have no clue. They don't get it. I don't even think they understand what gastroparesis is. Most of them give you a blank stare when they are told what his illnesses are. You wouldn't believe how many times I heard, "You need to find a doctor and follow up regularly.". I just want to scream: "HE HAS A DOCTOR, FIVE OF THEM TO BE EXACT! HE DOES FOLLOW UP. HE DOESN'T KNOW WHEN HIS STOMACH IS GOING TO ACT UP. WHEN IT DOES AND IT'S BAD; Y'KNOW NON-STOP VOMITING THAT LASTS ALL DAY, HE HAS BEEN TOLD TO COME TO THE ER SO HE CAN BE LOOKED AFTER! NOW HOP OFF YOUR FUCKING HIGH HORSE AND HELP MY HUSBAND!". Unfortunately, if I would have screamed that I would have been promptly escorted off the premises by security and maybe even put in jail.
I am exhausted. I never sleep well while he is in the hospital. I feel like I am being a shitty Mom to Kaylee though. I have let her stay up WAY, WAY, WAY later than what she should be, and then the in-laws let her get back up after they know I've gone to bed. Pisses me off. I feel like they're undermining me. Of course I don't say anything because it would be a BIG argument and it would be two against one AND I'm not subjecting Kaylee to any of that. I'll just save it up for when the playing field is even...
Does any of this make ANY sense? I really am just rambling on... Doesn't matter, I don't think anyone reads my bullshit anyway.
My brother sent me a message on facebook asking about Randall. Totally amazed me. Not that I think he really cares, I just think he was being nosy. I have a strained relationship with my brother and sister. That's another story for another time...
I think I will try and get some sleep.
Hoping your Sunday is filled with fun and happiness!
2 comments:
Sending prayers! Hope you can get some rest today.
Hey sweetie, It's not stealing, repeat that to yourself. It'd be different if you were taking it from a neighbor.
Just a thought, next time he follows up with a doctor for Gastroparesis, insist on a letter that tells him to go to the ER with flare ups. It can be done, I had one for Mike two years ago. It was a print-out description of the condition and had a section that told him what to do in the case of:...
When you get a chance, you need to enter some of Shell's and Tammy's BTS Celebration giveaways, kewl school supplies for Kaylee
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