This is my first time linking up with All.Things.Fadra and Stream of Consciousness Sunday. Sometimes you just need to let things out. Let them be free. And today brought me to a realization. Read and enjoy.
I am not pregnant.
This was confirmed Friday night as I sat in the ER for my foot.
The nurse made me take a test since I haven't had a period since March.
And the result is that I am not pregnant.
And I am sad.
I don't think it was meant for me to have another child.
But really? We aren't ready for another baby right now.
The situation isn't right.
We are not prepared to have another child. There is just too much that goes along with having a baby.
I can not take care of Kaylee, Randall when he is sick AND another child. There is no way.
I would be running on less sleep than what I do now.
And I know there are other women out there who do it everyday.
I just don't think I was meant to be one of them.