Kaylee stayed home from school today.
She was not feeling well when she came home from school yesterday.
So much so that after we walked in the door, she informed me that she was going to take a nap.
Totally unlike her.
Kaylee has not taken a nap since she was little. And even then, it was a fight to get her to lay down.
It's always been hard to get her to lay down to go to sleep period. She has never liked going to bed.
Lately, I have been telling her to enjoy being able to take a nap when she can. That as you get older you don't have the opportunity for naps as much as you do when you are younger.
She always looks at me like I am insane.
I am not crazy.
I just like sleep. Especially when I have trouble sleeping. Like I have been here lately.
When I go to bed and I can not stop thinking about things, I know right then that it will be a long night.
What sucks is that I am not thinking about important things. Well not all the time.
More often than not, I am thinking about things that have happened in the past. Thinking about how I could have done something different to change the outcome of a situation. It's not like I can go back in time and actually make the changes so I don't know why I obsess over it.
Pretty sure I have OCD on some level or another.
Or, maybe I really am crazy...
3 comments:
I hate that feeling when I can't fall asleep. Especially in the middle of the night. Naps are amazing.
I don't think that is OCD, I believe that is closer to Anxiety or Depression...just saying. Maybe you should see a doctor???
I can't get my brain to shut off either! I HATE that!
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